But I published rarely and writing for an audience didn’t really stick as a habit.
Why? I didn’t know.
I wanted to understand better before investing time writing again.
This is not a good motivation for me.
It’s tough for me to claim knowledge of a Thing or an Idea. I get a sense that I’m impersonating an expert.
I am comfortable saying that I know something when my personal combination of experience is a fit. This happens mostly when I’ve invested enough time on that subject or in that space.
The amount of time I feel is “enough” can be hugely variable. In most cases, using this reason to write will throw fuel on my impostor syndrome 🔥🔥🔥
“Write about what I know.”
My interests are many, scattered, and range from the superficial to the obsessive. Which do I write about?
I’m interested in coffee (it’s recent development). But that only extends as far as knowing just enough to make myself a decent café au lait. It’s a shallow level of interest.
I’m interested in climate change. But I leave it to more driven folks to forge a path, and I’m happy to follow their lead.
Then there is the stuff about which I give a damn. Here is where I invest my time, in the hope that my effort contributes to its progress: open source, ethics, design, distributed (aka, remote) work, privacy, security.
I’m getting closer to a good motivation, but it’s not there yet. Strong interest doesn’t answer the question: “What is publishing on the web worth to me?”
I wrote “Anyone Can: Set up your own VPN” mostly to document a process for me to reference later. Yes, I’m interested in security and privacy, but it wasn’t enough to publish it on the internet. I decided to go one more step and publish because it would surface the results of my digging for others looking for help (like I had done myself) doing the same thing.
So, speaking for myself, “Write to share my interests” isn’t enough of a reason.
Spoiler: I chose this.
This is what I’ve decided my blog is for.
This is why I publish on the internet.
Yes, I know something about a Thing or Idea. At minimum, it’s enough to ask questions and get answers from others who may have them.
And yes, I’m interested in the Thing. Enough to give a shit about how the Thing evolves and what we do with it.
But most of all, I want to have a conversation about the Thing with you, the Reader.
My personal blog is for sparking conversations I would like to have. The sort of conversation I wouldn’t mind having if a stranger tapped me on the shoulder at a social and said “Hey, I’m interested in the Thing too! Do you have a few minutes to chat?”